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SLAVERY: PAM'S STORY
copyright © 1988 Gloria G. Brame.
Originally published on Variations II/Human Sexuality Forum
I was sound asleep when I felt my Master's rope brush my skin.
My mind, thick and still engaged in a dream, barely registered what
my wrists already knew: that my Master had bound them tightly together,
starting with the fingertips, so that my hands were forced into
the position of a Hindu at prayer.
By the time I forced my eyes open, my Master had coiled the rope
around my waist and was now threading the rope between my thighs
and pulling it up hard. Then he pulled my wrists up to my neck,
and used the rope to make a collar. He bound my wrists firmly to
this rope collar, then pulled the rope back down and once again
bound my waist.
In this position, lying on my back in bed, I could not move my
hands at all without causing the rope at my neck to grow tight or
pulling the rope that now rubbed into my labia. As helplessly gazed
up at my Master, he reached into his pocket and pulled out a knife.
Then, delicately, carefully, deliberately, silently, he began
to cut away the sheer nightgown and silk panties I still had on.
First he cut holes for my breasts, and gripping the nipples, pulled
the swollen tits through. Then he sliced off the silk around my
shaven cunt, and exposed my bare lips. Pulling on the rope, which
caused me to whimper, he flipped me onto my stomach. And then he
cut open a large hole in the back, to expose the pale cheeks of
my ass.
My bound hands secured to the center of my chest forced my tits
to stick to the sides, so my Master could see my nipples even as
he worked on my ass.
I heard him walk away from the bed, and called out to him.
There was no answer.
Again, I cried out, "Master!"
When he finally returned, the first thing he said was, "Why are
you making so much noise!"
And with that he gripped my hair in his hands, jerked up my head,
and stuck a pair of my panties in my mouth. Then he took one of
my leather belts, and secured it around my head, to keep the gag
in place.
"Stick your ass up in the air, but keep your forehead on the bed,"
he instructed, and I quickly complied. I pulled my knees up underneath
me chest, hoisting my exposed ass into the air.
I felt my Master rubbing my ass slowly, warming it up, then he
spanked me fast 30 times. With one hand he spread my buttocks apart:
with the other he inserted an enema tube.
Beneath my gag I was crying out and squealing with fear. I had
only had an enema once before and had nearly died of fright. That
time he had been kind. But this time, he obviously had different
plans. I trembled and wriggled as he worked.
"If you move again," said my Master, "I will increase this enema
to 4 quarts."
I held still as best I could then, my heart pounding furiously.
I felt the warm fluid flood my insides. I felt my complete helplessness
and my nakedness. There I knelt, forehead down, my ass in the air,
my tits hanging down, my buttocks spread, my shaved pussy lips exposed,
except for the rope which pressed against my clit. My Master seemed
amused.
As the soapy water emptied into my bowels, he reached his free
hand around to tug at the rope, to pinch my nipples, to swat my
ass, and stick fingers into my mouth.
At last, I had taken all the fluid my Master planned for me. Now,
I wondered, what would happen next! I'm still lying in bed! How
will I ever get to the bathroom in time? And what about this rope?!
My Master simplified things. The second he pulled out the nozzle
from my throbbing asshole, he replaced it with a small, vibrating
buttplug. I screamed into my gag. But it made no difference: my
scream was virtually inaudible.
With my asshole plugged up, and my interior dying to release the
accumulated fluids, my Master put his arm around my waist and began
massaging my clit: then he began to spank me. His smacks were so
hard that at moments I thought he would send the buttplug flying
straight out of me. And I knew that if I lost control--if I shit
without my Master's permission--there would be hell to pay.
My Master's spanks were so hard I thought my skin was on fire.
My bottom was burning and I felt my temperature rise.
But at last, my Master finished, and turned me over again onto
my back. He stared into my eyes for a few moments, as I blushed.
And I tried to beg him with my eyes. My eyes said, "Please, Master,
please, Master, PLEASE."
"Please what," he said, reading my mind.
"Please," I thought, "please, no more, please, no more of this,
please let me shit."
"Would you like to shit, little girl?" he asked, smiling broadly.
I nodded my head at him.
"Oh, you would, would you," he said. "But, you see, I have other
things in mind."
He reached into his black silk and suede bag and removed a pair
of nipple clips he had instructed me to buy. I hated these clamps,
which had fat black rubber tips that clung tenaciously to my tender
nipples. He attached them to me, tightening the screws, till I squirmed
and moaned into my gag.
Then he reached down again and removed an 18" rubber, doubled-ended
dildo. I had never understood why he made this particular purchase,
imagining he intended to put one end in me, another in some slave
he had yet to acquire. I watched as he lubricated one end with KY-gel.
Then he dipped the other end into a dark jar.
He took his knife from his pocket and now destroyed every trace
of fabric, half cutting and half ripping the rags off of me. Then
he gripped the rope and pulled it to the side, exposing my throbbing
clit. He slapped my thighs and tore them apart, then introduced
the lubricated head of the dildo between my pussy lips. At first,
it could barely go in, it was so large, and my cunt is so tight.
My Master began rubbing it against my clit, teasingly, then spanking
me between the legs, then rubbing it against the butt plug, which
would shift against the strain of my bowels. Then my Master reached
between my legs.
"Why do you suppose you're so wet, little girl?" he asked, in
a cool, serious tone of voice.
I couldn't respond but my hips trembled and shook, and my Master
pushed the dildo up inside me as I panted into my gag.
Then Master undid the belt and pulled the panties out--only to
replace them with the other end of the cock. He pinched my nostrils,
forcing me to gasp and open my mouth, then stuck the fat head of
the dildo between my teeth. I tasted...chocolate! My Master had
dipped the head of the cock in a jar of chocolate sauce.
"Now, suck," said my Master, leaning back to watch.
And so I sucked: with the butt plug up my ass, 2 quarts of soapy
liquid and shit creating a terrible pressure in my bowels, trussed
like a slave about to be sold, with nipple clamps pinching my oversensitive
swollen nipples and an enormous dildo stuck into my pussy and mouth.
After obediently sucking and licking on the dildo for several
minutes, my Master came over and pulled it out of my mouth. He used
it to spank my sore nipples and breasts.
"What would you like to say, slave?" he asked.
"PLEASE, Master," I begged, craven, "PLEASE LET ME SHIT, Master.
Please, Sir. I beg of You!"
"Is that all you can think of?" he said.
"No, Master," I confessed, humiliated by the fact that my thighs
were soaking wet with pussy juices that betrayed my enormous excitement.
"I didn't think so," he said. "But, never mind," he said, "I'm
in a kind mood today."
And, to my amazement, he removed the dildo from my hot, swollen
lips and took off the nipple clips and pulled me up to my feet.
"You have my permission to go," he said.
Gratefully, I bowed down and kissed his feet, feeling him gaze
approvingly upon me. Then I asked permission to go relieve myself,
and he consented, merely stating that I would have to wait for him
to remove the butt plug. I raced in relief to the bathroom and waited.
But, after several minutes, he still had not showed up.
I peeked out of the bathroom. There was no sign of him at all.
Tentatively, I emerged and headed back towards the bedroom. I caught
sight of him standing in the middle of the living room.
"Master?" I timidly asked.
"I've been waiting for you," he said.
I looked at him confused...then look down and saw, to my surprise,
the newest item he had added to his collection. A porcelein chamber
pot glistened at his feet. As I drew closer, I saw that the pot
was extremely small. I looked up at him questioningly.
"Isn't this a nice potty for a little slave like you?" he asked.
"From now on, this is where you'll be doing all your pissing and
shitting. Right out here in the open where I can see you."
"B-but," I stammered, my face flushed.
"Do you or don't you want that buttplug removed?" he asked.
There was no question of that! I felt that my insides would explode
if the buttplug didn't come out immediately. So, meekly and subserviently,
I approached.
"Crawl to me, slave, on your elbows and knees."
I crawled over as best as I could with my rope harness still on
and the butt plug inside me. Then Master had me position myself
much as I'd been in the bedroom, with my forehead to the floor and
my ass sticking way up in the air. He pushed my knees apart with
the toes of his leather boots and slowly dislodged the butt plug.
He took his knife and cut the rope that went between my legs. Then
he abruptly turned me over and placed me directly on the potty.
"You're lucky I allow you to sit on the potty," he said, "I had
considered making you stand while I watched."
Within seconds, the agonizingly embarrassing noises of my shitting
began. I could not even look into my Master's face, I was so incredibly
humiliated. Even more humiliating was the fact that my nipples were
wildly erect and steely with excitement.
After a few moments, I thought I was done, and--still trembling--begged
my Master for permission to get up. He immediately agreed and I
stood up, so relieved to be out of that humiliating situation. But,
as soon as I got up, another cramp invaded my bowels, and I had
to go again. So, I once again begged my Master for permission.
He had just given me his permission when, to my horror, the downstairs
bell rang. My Master rarely invites visitors. I hoped against hope
it was only the mailman with a package, which he would drop at the
front door. My Master left me sitting on the potty, and went to
deal with it. After several minutes, I heard another man's voice,
then some laughter, and a slamming door.
I was sure it had been a delivery and waited for my Master to
return so that I could get up, since I was sure I had finished shitting
this time for good.
My Master walked in. Behind him was a friend of his whom I had
met only once before at a party. I was not aware that this friend
knew anything about my slavery to my Master. I did know that the
friend had been extremely flirtatious with me, however, and that
I had snubbed him in a casual, but cold, way.
When his friend saw me, he examined me with his eyes. I felt his
gaze burn into my nipples, and follow my belly down to my naked,
shaved labia.
"Have you finished shitting yet," asked my Master.
I gulped and turned deep crimson, uncertain I could speak.
"Well, have you?" asked my Master.
"Yes," I peeped, utterly debased.
"Then I guess I will have to clean you off, won't I?" said my
Master.
This was something I had not even considered!
"Get up off the potty," said my Master, "and crawl to me."
I did as he commanded, trying hard not to look at his friend.
But just as I reached his feet, the most awful thing happened. Once
again, my bowels cramped up. Once again that urgent sensation possessed
me. I gazed up desperately, determined however, not to give in to
my need. But it was to no avail. My Master immediately recognized
my dilemma.
"Get back to the potty," he commanded, "and this time, you will
SQUAT above it till you're done."
I went back and prayed that somehow I could stop my sphincter
from performing its natural function. I helplessly squatted a foot
above the potty. My skin literally crawled from mortefication. The
two men began talking congenially, but I was conscious that both
were watching me from the corners of their eyes. At last, I could
not hold out any longer, and I began to shit again.
As I did so, my Master's friend began studying me. This time,
everything was visible. My helpless bottom stuck out below my open
pussy lips as I squatted with my knees and ankles splayed.
"But you know what," my Master said, as if picking up the thread
of an ongoing conversation, "it makes her excited to shit like that,
on a potty in front of two Masters. You know how I know?"
The other man inclined his head. My Master pushed a finger under
the rope and started toying with my cunt.
"Because her pussy is so wet. Here, feel it."
His friend came over and touched me as well. The two men stood
above me, each taking turns at sticking their fingers between my
pussy lips, and grazing my clit, as I helplessly shit into the potty
at their feet. I knew there was nothing I could do to prevent them
from using me in this way. I knew I was utterly helpless before
my Lord and Master. I knew that however he chose to play with me,
I was his to play with. And if it amused him to excite me by subjecting
me to the cruelest of humiliations, I knew that there was no protest
I could make.
The combination of these sensations and ideas was making me so
excited, I simply didn't know what to do. I was trembling and squirming,
and now I began to moan and whimper at the incredible humiliation
and excitement I felt. Suddenly, I started to lose control of my
excitement...I could sense my clit swelling and I started to give
in to the wave after wave of intense lust that possessed me.
My orgasm started mounting, and I panted and whimpered loudly.
My Master and his friend studied me quietly as I came, my face bright
with embarrassment partly because of the way they were staring at
me, partly because I was just so horny that I couldn't help myself.
Master said, "You're done shitting for now, I see. Well, then,
it's time to clean you off." And with that, he picked me up off
the potty straight onto my knees. Then he and his friends returned
to their chairs and he commanded me to crawl to his friend. By now,
one would think that I had reached the limits of my embarrassment,
but, on the contrary, each new humiliation was making me even more
excited, and even more ashamed. I was profoundly aware of how my
dirty ass, sticking up in the air, wiggled as I crawled.
When I reached his friend, I heard the men laugh, and then nearly
died with shame to realize that it would be his friend who'd clean
me off. I was ordered to offer his friend my ass and press my forehead
to the ground so that he would have a good view of the terrain.
Then he worked vigorously, scraping my asshole till it burned.
Suddenly, my Master was beside us. My Master removed his knife
again and cut my wrists free from my neck, leaving them bound together
but now pulling them up over my head. He took the double-headed
dildo and put it inside my pussy. It slid in easily this time! Then
he pulled the other end and again stuck it into my mouth. I looked
entirely ridiculous and helpless and I knew it.
Master merely laughed and pulled me, just like that, onto his
knee and started spanking me and spanking me, harder and harder,
each stroke like a whip wounding my flesh. As I rolled in his lap,
the dildo dug inside me, and again I began to swoon in lust and
submission, desire and frenzy, and began screaming with ecstasy
over and over as I reached higher and higher and higher peaks.
But before I could achieve full orgasm, my Master roughly pushed
me back onto my feet and commanded me to scamper over to his friend.
I hurried, my eyelids lowered, conscious of my tits bouncing uncontrollably
as I took those tiny, ridiculous, scampering steps. As I ran I could
feel my wet thighs glide against each other, and the dildo hanging
out of me.
When I reached the other Master, he immediately set to pinching
me: tweaking my nipples hard, pinching my ass, pinching my labia
and my thighs, till I began to squeal at each pinch, and tears sprang
to my eyes. Then he grabbed the free end of the dildo and began
forcing it up into my ass. He stepped back to stare at me, and started
spanking my tits with firm swats.
"So, you little bitch, you thought you could snub me!" he murmurred.
"You thought I didn't know that you were a slave!"
He reached into his pocket and removed a rolled up a cat o'nine,
uncurling its lashes, and spinning it in the air.
Suddenly, I felt the lashes fall across my tits. He began rapidly
beating my breasts with the cat, till narrow streaks of red appeared.
Then he turned me around and started flicking the cat across my
back and my buttocks, till the stinging once more made me cry out.
Now I was facing my Master, who suddenly said, "Get down on the
floor and crawl over here!"
I did as he said, relieved to crawl away from the blows of the
other Master.
My Master extended his hand down to my ass, and pulled out the
dildo from my asshole. Then he said, "Start kissing my feet, and
reach behind and pull the cheeks of your ass apart so that my friend
has complete access to your asshole for his pleasure."
Breathing heavily, I obeyed my Master, and began kissing his beloved
feet submissively. I gingerly reached behind to separate my swollen
and raw cheeks, and thus exposed, waited fearfully. I heard the
sound of a zipper unzip, and felt the second Master approach and
start pushing his cock inside me.
Above my head, I heard my Master open his fly, and then he grabbed
me by the hair and raised my lips up to his lap, where his stiff
cock waited for its due.
"Get going!" he growled softly, and I quickly wrapped my mouth
around his cock, lapping it slavishly.
As I sucked my Master's cock, I felt the other Master fuck me
up the ass, and I felt his fingers pinching and playing with my
sensitive clit till I squirmed and writhed frantically beneath him.
Meanwhile, my Master, who still gripped my hair in one hand, used
his other hand to pinch my nipples and spank me all over.
Thus enslaved to two Masters, completely humiliated, forced into
total obedience, and subjected to all manners of painful punishment,
I felt myself climbing to wave after wave of orgasm.
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